writing

Just staring at this blank page thinking of what to write and observing as the letters fill the page. I don't understand how people can write so much. Like when I have to write for class, i see everyone just writing. It seems that they write 50 words a second and i'm just there thinking of what to write about, maybe i just over think the assignment or perhaps I just truly have nothing to say on the subject matter. When I write I just can't seem to express myself, words seem to disappear into the abyss.
 A black hole appears and just empties my mind and when it leaves it fills my brain with a million thoughts and those thoughts just seem to race back and forth until my mind becomes blank again I can no longer focus on what I am going to write about. while i write I look to the left and already someone has completed a page of writing and I merely have a few sentences down. I get distracted too easily, which makes it more difficult for me to focus on the subject at hand, when I come back to it, the thoughts race and there are too many to pick form some of them are not even relevant.